I saw you again today
Those eyes, they’re so sincere
Your smile, it’s so unfeigned
Your face — oh, royalty is a subtlety.
I spoke to you again today.
Oh my Lord, those lips are so sultry
Your personality, so earnest
Your heart – sterling and undiluted.
I have smiled with you today. Yehey!
Those twinkles we put on our faces
Those moments we have shared
My, my my! Beautiful just as it is.
Yes, my love.
Seeing you from my Mac is more than enough
Though I wish someday I can feel that warmth
Feel that breath… that touch… that spark.
Sorry, my love.
To be honest, it is never enough
I want more, more of you.
Your time. Your weekends. Your presence.
No, wait. Want is a faux-pas cue
When I actually need you
I need the animated you close to me.
Keep me company. Stay beside me.
I’m not sure if you knew though
Or if you’ve read me before
I never wanted to plough in. Not at all.
Avoided you at all costs. Diverted my attention.
Yes, for real!
Felt like you’re too-good-to-be-true then
Thought you’re a con
Literally, like a seasoned handsome boondoggle.
But then, things advanced.
Unearthed your treasure troves.
Known your echoes.
Discovered your hiccups
Vavavoom! Just like that, you got me there.
Now all I want is to show you I care.
Pinky swear, I want you to feel that I do really care.
Oh God, I am so smitten.
Though, at times, I cannot help but feel pain.
The sitch, the circumstance got me thinkin’
And when you start blurting her – not the past but the present
Abysmal. Deep cut. Through and through sting.
What can I do. It is what it is.
So, come now. I am waitin’.
Then you can take a look at my inner bein’.
See and hear what it screams.
I have fallen.