I had this draft in my carriage for more than a month
Frit and overwrought, didn’t have the courage for publication
But my dream last night emboldens me to take the tread
So, I say, que sera sera, let’s do this!
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Up to now I still cannot believe, what was written a year ago became the reality of twenty-twenty-two
On point, without missing a line as if I knew what is forthcoming
If you are following, it started from The Most Abhorred Alphabet Rune, to Silent Sob, down to Catch Me posts
Now this one as the continuation
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Geez, it creeps the hell out of me. I am not a clairvoyant!
I was just merely a romantic soul then pouring my heart out into writing
Imagining my perfectly imperfect lover in a perfectly imperfect sphere
Genuinely loving each other despite all the boulders
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K had been animated – from an imagery to a warm flesh
Brought to life, brought to me as if to fulfil a message and a quest
A message to not give up love
A quest to tell me I am worth it
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Oh, I love you K.
No, I am crazily in love with you
You are now my favourite alphabet letter– one that I will forever regard
But will you ever?
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Will you ever realise
How much you’ve allowed me to experience that something rigid to find
Unconditional love that exists, one that completes and fulfils every part
A gift, a destiny, a soulmate I am able to finally feel, smell and touch
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Will you ever understand
How much I can give and how much I can risk
That even the most hurtful jabber from Mother Earth I could elegantly take
Just to keep you not just today or tomorrow but until our last breaths
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Will you ever fully know
How deep I could endure and how much I could sacrifice
That even the most painful pricks from the wagging tongues of human breeds I can graciously bear
Just to be with you not just until our last breaths but until the next phase
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Will you ever fully feel
How much you’ve touched my life and how much you’ve changed it for the better
That even my strongest I-don’t-care default character was buried 6-feet under
Just to show how much you mean
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Will you ever be at peace
That I can wait, faithfully (like you always say)
Though you have to spruce things out religiously (like I always say)
Protect what’s yours at all costs not just for me but for the future of the tiny tootsies
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I know it’s a sounding yes
But just a reminder to keep the innocence
Blessings from heaven are still the best
For a lifelong covenant we both will take
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Twenty -twenty-three, I will be waiting in the island
Hopeful. Prayerful. Faithful.
Will you ever come?
Will my favourite letter and the first letter of your name be your answer?
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Oh, will you ever…
ian the pedestrian 