I had this draft in my carriage for more than a month
Frit and overwrought, didn’t have the courage for publication
But my dream last night emboldens me to take the tread
So, I say, que sera sera, let’s do this!
Up to now I still cannot believe, what was written a year ago became the reality of twenty-twenty-two
On point, without missing a line as if I knew what is forthcoming
If you are following, it started from The Most Abhorred Alphabet Rune, to Silent Sob, down to Catch Me posts
Now this one as the continuation
Geez, it creeps the hell out of me. I am not a clairvoyant!
I was just merely a romantic soul then pouring my heart out into writing
Imagining my perfectly imperfect lover in a perfectly imperfect sphere
Genuinely loving each other despite all the boulders
K had been animated – from an imagery to a warm flesh
Brought to life, brought to me as if to fulfil a message and a quest
A message to not give up love
A quest to tell me I am worth it
Oh, I love you K.
No, I am crazily in love with you
You are now my favourite alphabet letter– one that I will forever regard
But will you ever?
Will you ever realise
How much you’ve allowed me to experience that something rigid to find
Unconditional love that exists, one that completes and fulfils every part
A gift, a destiny, a soulmate I am able to finally feel, smell and touch
Will you ever understand
How much I can give and how much I can risk
That even the most hurtful jabber from Mother Earth I could elegantly take
Just to keep you not just today or tomorrow but until our last breaths
Will you ever fully know
How deep I could endure and how much I could sacrifice
That even the most painful pricks from the wagging tongues of human breeds I can graciously bear
Just to be with you not just until our last breaths but until the next phase
Will you ever fully feel
How much you’ve touched my life and how much you’ve changed it for the better
That even my strongest I-don’t-care default character was buried 6-feet under
Just to show how much you mean
Will you ever be at peace
That I can wait, faithfully (like you always say)
Though you have to spruce things out religiously (like I always say)
Protect what’s yours at all costs not just for me but for the future of the tiny tootsies
I know it’s a sounding yes
But just a reminder to keep the innocence
Blessings from heaven are still the best
For a lifelong covenant we both will take
Twenty -twenty-three, I will be waiting in the island
Hopeful. Prayerful. Faithful.
Will you ever come?
Will my favourite letter and the first letter of your name be your answer?
Oh, will you ever…